why

why i can't watch the barbie movie.
Why i 'can't play with dolls
Why i can't wear the pink dresses
why i can't cry?
Fact that i am a boy, doesn't matter. Doesn't mean that i can't like those things
it's don't mean then i'm girlish, it's don't mean then i'm wrong.
You was wrong when you think, that this little boy who plays dolls with his friend, doin something bad.

my life from now

He's texting to me, but i don't really want to see anybody for a long time.
The only one who i want to see is my psychologist. She's my friend now... I think, that is, but it's just her job.
I've got a litlle big problem.
I can't go to school. I can't see other people.
Not becouse i don't want.
I just can't.
So for few days i'm lying in bed, and trying to not cry.

It's difficult to me. I don't know what's happening. I'm so scared...

17 November i've got a visit in psychiatrist, and i still didn't know what to say to him/her.

My life from now will be look like that. What i can do. I don't really know.

In my head is a lot of thought. That's lot, the i can tell it words.