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today i'm like:
ohhh just let me be who i am without playing then i'm someone else, ok?

22

today is 22.11.15 actually is 11 p.m.
another day when i'm take the med.
still being very tired all days and i wanna sleep  (and i'm doing it) to 2 p.m
recently i...
hear the voices.
I'm scared.

yesterday and today

kay
yesterday wos awesome, i feel very good all day, i was been happy, ang energetic when i'm wake up, and when i'm driven to work. my entusiasm flopped a bit, but i've been still calm and pretty happy.
when i'm coming back to home i've smoke and after this i feel very bad, i've come home and didin't know what is up.
my friend comin to me, and we talk about 30 minuts under my house. Its been very funy and cool.i like him.
i take a med in 22 or somthing there, enything special
.
i can't sleep
i'm lying in bed to 6 a.m.
and now i'm sleep to 1 p.m.
with bad feeling
i don't pretty like this day, but
maybe it doesn't be that bad.

Medicamentum

Okay, today is the first day of taking med.
Right now i'm feel pretty ok, but, eariler i was very sad angry and helpless.
i don't want to write why 'cuz i'm to lazy
tomorrow i'll write about whole day, and i'm gonna do it everyday for seen the difference if med works

Hope.

i don't know which week i've been in this.
i can't imagine then i go to school.
i'm reject everyone
parents friend teachers people
i just can't be here
i need to disappear
maybe medicament will help me in this.